lillyisbunny:

Wrote that last thing back in May. Man what a emo person i was LOL.

I Am

I am patient and curious 
I wonder how the next few months are going to turn out 
I hear my future calling 
I see a fork in the road soon 
I want to be happy 
I am patient and curious

I pretend that I am actually something 
I feel anxious 
I touch someone who is not real 
I worry that I am letting down everyone 
I cry that I could not have been the best for her 
I am patient and curious

I understand that people change 
I say that as long as I can breathe, I will never stop 
I dream of a bright, successful future 
I try to be the best that I can be 
I hope that things can work out for the best 
I am patient and curious

I am all about that Tetris Battle life again.

Oh, St. Rose

Where I grew up and fell in love

Where the gloomy weather

brought the glow out of the roses

The pond would shine reminding me of the summers

where we would go skinny dipping

Not a care in the world

And maybe it was destiny that I grew up here

And maybe it was predestined that I met you

But then graduation came along

And we met under the roses for the last time.

It was our spot

Like how this town was our town

You left for the last time with a rose

as well as with my heart

St. Rose, I am humble I grew up here

A place full of love

But now how the birds migrate

I must leave to find a family

But I’ll be back so that you, St. Rose,

can teach the lesson to my kids

that you so gratefully taught me.

Blah. Stupid stress. The only thing thats been keeping me relaxed sorta is my project with Jon. Our first single is going to be called “Tempest”. I will probably wont be able to make it to its best potential before I leave but heyyyyyy first single. #darkalphas

I am so stressed out. I mean I have been preparing but now its like I have no more time.